you.

i’ve been thinking about you lately.

a lot.

and i feel like i should tell you, but i can’t seem to gather the courage to pick up the telephone and tell you. only because i feel that neither i or what i have to say is significant enough to where i think you would be compelled to answer the phone. but it has to be, because since you’ve been on my mind, i haven’t been able to do a single thing but think of you. so i’ve been purging my mind of you by listening to my entire 7,000 song iTunes library on shuffle. but this song played, and immediately i thought of you:

I don’t know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can’t react
And games that never amount
To more than they’re meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We’ve still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You’ve made it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can’t go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I’m painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It’s time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We’ve still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You’ve made it now

Falling slowly sing your melody
I’ll sing along

“i hate you so much that i love you. i don’t know how that works, but it does.”

<3.