“san fransisco”

I called you up again
on the two way radio, over?
Over my dead body
you said laughing at me. over?

Snow falls in slow motion as you go
Destination San Francisco

You’re gonna see the world
through a brighter window
You’re gonna miss me girl
when you’re feeling low

Easy, Baby
I’m just joking
Are you ready to leave?
I’m sad you said to me
crying over and over

Snow falls in slow motion as you go
Destination San Francisco

You’re gonna see the world
through a brighter window
You’re gonna miss me girl
when you’re feeling low

Oh, say when can you love again
can you love again?

Oh, say when can you love again
can you love again?

You’re gonna see the world
through a brighter window
You’re gonna miss me girl
when you’re feeling low

San Francisco, I’ve never known this kind of hurt before…

<3.

wounded.

you know when you fall in love with a song, but haven’t listened to it, and then all of a sudden, like 5 years later it pops back up and you forgot why you weren’t listening to it everyday anymore?

that is totally this song for me. =)

“wounded” by third eye blind

The guy who put his hands on you
Has got nothing to do with me
And the bruises that you feel will heal
And I hope you’ll come around
‘Cause we’re missing you
And you used to speak so easy
Now you’re afraid to talk to me
It’s like walking with the wounded
Carrying that weight way too far
The concrete pulled you down so hard
Out there with the wounded
Missing you
Well I never claimed to understand what happens after dark
But my fingers catch sparks at the thought of touching you
When you’re wounded
Let me break it down ’till I force the issue
We miss your face and you know I wish you
Would come back down the the Dalva Bar
You tell ‘em, that’s just my battle scar
I want to kiss you
And knock ‘em down like we used to
You’re the marigold
Till you’re walking down shaking that ass again
And then you walk on, baby walk on, you walk on, on and on
You’re an angel in the pit with her hands in the air
And we’re missing you
Now it’s fall, and your shoulders get tighter
Nervous flicks on the lighter, boots
Your pissed off poets, your women’s groups
And the friends with you, we should have known this fool
Well I guess we missed the mark
Still my fingers catch the sparks at the thought of them touching you
Now you’re wounded
Let me break it down ’till I force the issue
You never come around, and you know we miss you
Well nobody took your pride away
I said, that’s something people say
Back down the bully to the back of the bus
‘Cause it’s time for them to be scared of us
‘Till you’re yelling, how we living cause you got the ball
Then you rock on baby, rock on, you rock on, on and on
You’re a summer time hottie with her socks in the air
You’re screaming I don’t care baby I don’t care
You say you don’t know
You say you can’t grow
All I know is we’re missing you
You say you don’t know
You say you can’t grow
All I know is we’re missing you
Show up, show up wounded
Show up, show up wounded

“silhouettes”

Well, I know you won’t admit this,
but I am just a silhouette to you.
you found comfort with my distance,
but you never let me stray out of your view.

who really needs the past
with the allure of something new?
So, we split apart at last
I went back to the places that I knew
before you.

and you’ll never have to see
the light wraps itself around me
and I’ll never have to know
the faces and the places you go

When I can’t bear the resistance,
I bend in shapes and ways that I never knew
But, I’ll try to postpone my existence,
yeah, I’ll stop or start my heart, if you ask me to.
I’ll stop my heart and I’ll wait for you.

I was sure I
never would be sure we were in love
I am sure I
never will be sure of love to come…after you

Although its stark and black
There is one thing left to hold on to…after you

age.

too old for internet crushes, but too young to die.

old enough to know [better], but too young to care.

equilibrium.

n., pl. -ri·ums or -ri·a (-rē-ə).

1. A condition in which all acting influences are canceled by others, resulting in a stable, balanced, or unchanging system.
2. Mental or emotional balance; poise.
3. The state of a body or physical system at rest or in unaccelerated motion in which the resultant of all forces acting on it is zero and the sum of all torques about any axis is zero.
4. The state of a chemical reaction in which its forward and reverse reactions occur at equal rates so that the concentration of the reactants and products does not change with time.