the keys to life vs. 15 minutes of fame.

If you wanna sit with me and talk about existence
We’ll need more than 15 minutes
I’ll tell you what let’s forget about the fame
Push pause on the game and get to know each other by our real names

If you wanna sit with me and talk about existence
We’ll need more than 15 minutes
I’ll tell you what let’s forget about the fame
Push pause on the game and get to know each other by our first names

If you wanna sit with me and talk about existence
We’ll need more than 15 minutes
I’ll tell you what let’s forget about the fame
Push pause on the game…What the fuck’s your name?

“deliverance”

make believe
if you’re sick of everything
all the time before us
doesn’t taint my memory

when the walls they put around us
can’t stop what we believe
when the love we share forgets us
this dream will set us free

so please don’t tell me
deliver me deliver me
so please don’t tell me
if its up to me i’ll say
i’ve had it once and now i want it again
i’ve had it once and now i want it again

you called it our song… =)

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valueable lessons learned from liquor.

i just met my new roommate and her entire family.

and i am smashed. like 6 shots too many smashed. on the bright side, my breath didin’t wreak of alcohol, because we’ve been eating nachos all night.

but that doest help the fact that i am wayyy past tipsy, and on my way to passing out.

is this punishment for drinking underage?

pondering that question is not an option. let’s jut call it instant karma and call it a night. the tequila is sending serious sleep rays to my braine.

introduction.

hi, i’m addy.

i’m ninteen years old, five foot nine inches short, and i have love handles.

i wear my heart on my sleeve, but there’s a steel bracelet hovering over it at all times. good luck trying to reach it.

my sense of self sucks, but my sense of others is impeccable.

i’m attracted to shallow men who spend more time primping than i do.

i attract shallow men who spend more time primping than i do. this is a problem.

i don’t believe that common ground is safe ground.
hi, my name is addy, and i plan on changing the world.

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inevitable.

Do you remember when we were just kids,
and cardboard boxes took us miles from what we would miss?
School yard conversations taken to heart,
and laughter took the place of everything we knew we were not.

I want to break every clock.
the hands of time could never move again.
We could stay in this moment for the rest of our lives.
Is it over now hey, hey is it over now?
I want to be your last first kiss
that you’ll ever have.
I want to be your last first kiss.

Amazing how life turns out, the way that it does.
We end up hurting the worst, the only ones we really love.

I want to break every clock.
the hands of time could never move again.
We could stay in this moment for the rest of our lives.
Is it over now hey, hey is it over now?
I want to be your last first kiss
that you’ll ever have.
I want to be your last first kiss.

Is it over now hey, hey is it over now?
Is it over now hey, hey it’s not over now.
I want to be your last first kiss
that you’ll ever have.
I want to be your last first love
Lying here beside me with arms and eyes open wide,
I want to be your last first kiss
for all time.

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“consider this the bitterest goodbye…. kiss mine”

dear __________,

i am revoking your friendship. please do not bother replying or reapplying. all further inquiries can be directed to your lack of common sense.

thank you.

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